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while reading back your older posts ,
it some how telling me that i'm going through what you are going in th past.
is it a challenge or a test for me?
i kept thinking & thinking ,
i guess when th day i really let go ,
that will be th day when i go crazy.. lols

i guess i should really get a grip of myself.
others said that if ever a day you return to myside ,
it will be that its just plain pity for me.

if ever that day happen ,
i'll still trust you & loving you more than before.
cause losing you once again ,
it will be terrible & i can't even imagine it.

Current Mood:
rejected rejected
Current Music:
Love, Me - Collin Raye
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words are just words.
it can pull you up & brings you down real badly.
its unpredictable.
so hard to understand at times.
it can make you think so badly ,
& repeat itself all th time.

i just wish that i could read your mind for once ,
to change everything.

should i turn back to be my old self ,
or remain like now for time to slowly heal everything?

life seriously suck ttvm.. zzz
fucked up life..
nothing just turn out right for me.
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sorry girl.
yesterday i was thinking too much by myself..
getting all pissed off & lost.
i'm sorry , baby ):

i know baby have a bad day today ,
chill my dear alright?
no matter what happen i wouldn't let you go.
i'll be by your side when you need me.
cause you're my everything , baby.
love die you!

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Current Mood:
calm calm
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you just came back & seems to be not yourself anymore.
maybe thinking in a positive way that
you have tried to adapt when i'm not with you when you are at oversea
& become independent?
or... i just totally have no idea...

maybe giving you some time , will help?
seriously , i don't know...
i really don't know...

Current Mood:
sad sad
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i miss my girl!
Current Mood:
blank blank
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